Sorry but I’m not going into details except to say I learned a lot about myself, I have only good thoughts about him, and we left things on a very positive note.
Hopefully we can be friends – and to tell the truth, right now I hope later on things do work out between us, though who knows how I’ll feel months, or even weeks, from now – but I’m not going to force it. We each need time to get straight in our heads.
I’m sad but this is okay. I can handle sad. It’s uncertainty I have a hard time dealing with.
Some peaceful spinster time is definitely needed.