what i’ve been watching
10
Aug 07
Tempest in a teapot
So I think I’m pretty much over the job thing. I did tell my boss – which is our company policy – and now he seems very keen on trying to get me a promotion. If I got a promotion and a raise, I could probably stick it out for a couple of years while I get my MLS.
The news is all about the rain. On Wednesday I went into my subway station as usual and hopped on a train that was just sitting there. A few incomprehensible announcements later, the conductor finally said the 4/5/6 wasn’t running at all. Now you tell me. I went outside and caught a bus. Painless.
I didn’t really get why so many trains shut down. I kept thinking, It’s just raining, right? Am I missing something? I also had no idea there were tornadoes in Brooklyn. Crazy!
Today it rained again and it was all over the news. For God’s sake. Another painless commute for me.
Caught up with Top Chef last night. Too bad Sara got booted. She and Dale were so cute together! Howie came off like such an asshole. He just railed into Sara out of nowhere and for seemingly no reason, except to save his own ass. When she said goodbye to everyone, he did look sort of upset.
Wow, quite an unexciting post. Rain and TV.
30
Jul 07
What weekend?
Not that it was busy. More like one minute it was morning and I was vegging in front of my computer, and the next it was five hours later.
Thursday and Friday were pretty busy, between coming back from the meeting in Chicago, my office move, interviews, and a semi-big meeting I ran Friday afternoon. By Friday night, I crashed and just did laundry, then chilled with my book and TV.
Saturday was the day I managed to do almost nothing till about 4. My one accomplishment was cleaning the bathroom, no small feat I guess. Late afternoon I ran a couple of errands. It was so hot and humid, by the time I got home, the last thing I wanted to do was go back outside. Cleaned more.
Sunday I was finally able to get it together and write a little, though not as much as I wanted. Another humid day, though cloudy and not as hot. Had lunch with SB and company. Was going to go to the Park to write, but it was pouring by the time we left the restaurant. Went home and finished cleaning. Cleaning my place really kills a whole weekend.
I finished up around 5, and by then the downpour had slowed to a drizzle so I headed out for a run. Since I hadn’t had one since Tuesday, it was fairly manageable. Plus there was no sun. I’d rather have a steady drizzle than sun. I was going to run the Reservoir but there were too many giant puddles. The lovely Loop instead.
Didn’t pull any muscles, but I did have some stomach issues. Literally had to sprint home and up three flights of stairs. Made it in time! Whew. That would have been really embarrassing, not to mention disgusting.
Watched The Two Coreys last night. It wasn’t that entertaining. Corey Feldman’s wife came off as really uptight. Corey Feldman looks kinda good, I have to say. Corey Haim looks like a washed up frat boy. Both still look pretty young though.
I can’t believe it’s been 20 years since The Lost Boys. That’s so wrong.
Had my last interview today. Four for one position. I’ll hear at the end of the week.
Sushi for lunch. Wholly unsatisfying. I need something dessert-like, and yogurt’s not gonna cut it.
04
Jul 07
Crushing on the wild man
I have to admit, I’ve started watching Man vs Wild, in which this guy Bear – his real name? who knows – gets set down in the middle of nowhere with no provisions and must survive on his own. In past episodes he’s eaten sheep eyeball, maggots, snakes, and has even squeezed the liquid out of elephant dung – into his mouth (don’t ask).
But my favorite clip so far is the above in which he’s in the Swiss Alps and demonstrates how to survive a fall into icy water. First, after pulling oneself out, one must remove all of one’s cold, sopping clothing, including one’s Union Jack underpants, and then do naked push ups in the snow. Hot.
Hmm, how many months since my last date?
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Last night YP and I had a drink at a gay bar, but for some reason I kept forgetting it was a gay bar and kept making eyes at a variety of non-straight men. Usually, I’m quite aware of my surroundings. Maybe it’s cuz the last time I went out drinking was at a variety of heterosexual establishments with my brother and his girl. Or maybe cuz I was hammered.
Apparently it takes just one and a half gin and tonics to get me this way. True, the drinks were gasoline strong, but I had a bellyful of David Burke’s chili and pasta to soak it all up.
Needless to say, this morning I had some trouble getting up. Hopefully I’ll be able to get at least some writing done, but I’ve a feeling it’ll be a mostly sitting around the Park and reading kind of day. I may or may not check out the fireworks. Depends on if I’m feeling hearty enough to stand the crowds.
Oh yeah: happy fourth of July. What better way to celebrate than to post a a video with a nekkid British guy hanging up his Union Jack skivvies?
30
May 07
A few Wednesday tidbits
Is it Wednesday? Why, yes it is. For some reason I keep thinking (hoping) it’s Thursday.
Remember DK from last summer? Of course you do. Well, sometimes I Google him to see if he’s published anything else, and yesterday I found that he published another piece in the same newspaper as last year. And his essay isn’t that different from his first one either, more dating woes about how women are scary/crazy and he’s an innocent victim.
I can’t believe I dated that guy for six months. I don’t know what I was thinking.
Scratch that. Yes I do. I didn’t know what I wanted; thought an empty fling would be okay. A six month empty fling. It wasn’t.
I read his piece and I get the willies.
Also makes me feel competitive, in a positive, energizing way. I’m a better writer than he is. I can move beyond these amusing yet vapid pieces about dating and sex. I can be deep, poignant, and honest, and have no problem casting myself in a negative but human light, and I can be funny too.
In my own humble opinion.
I wasn’t sure what I was going to work on after finishing up my memoir. Now I know I want to work on some short pieces culled from my longer piece, and try to get those published. Then in the fall I’ll start work on my second long essay, about China and my cousin and all that crazy shit that happened.
I got my haircut finally! So you all don’t have to hear me whine about it anymore. It’s super short and such a relief to get rid of those rough ends brushing against my neck, especially in this hot weather.
Mario was away for several weeks doing hair on a movie set down south. Something about Louis Armstrong and starring Cuba Gooding Jr.’s brother. Not Cuba Gooding Jr., his brother. Not exactly star-studded.
Got home in time to watch the Gilmore Girls rerun, and then a new House. My favorite line from the episode:
Marina (having been brought back from the dead): “Is this heaven?”
House: “No, it’s New Jersey.”
Heaven, Jersey, Jersey, heaven. You say tomato.
Also, who knew Hugh Laurie is actually British? I had no idea. I’d love to hear that accent.
I couldn’t sleep till one last night. I need to get myself a new job.
24
May 07
Two disturbing things
First, this.
While the article pinpoints a few possible causes of the rise of suicide rates in South Korea, like “the stresses of rapid modernization and the degradation of rural life,” the increasing pressures to succeed in work and school, and high divorce rates, it also essentially blames the Internet, the venue for online suicide pacts and where at least one actress who offed herself posted her death-loving thoughts:
For no reason at all, I am going crazy with anger. Then, as if lightening had struck, all becomes quiet. . . .Then the Lord comes to me. The Lord says I will be O.K. YES, I WILL BE O.K.
Get that girl some Paxil.
So how do they propose fixing this problem? Counseling? Therapy? Rethinking priorities that focus on how you look and how much money you make? Nope.
Number one solution: censorship. According to the article, “Web portals, acting under pressure from civic groups, have banned words like suicide and death from the names of blogs.” But, a good thing, “If a user keys in ‘suicide,’ search engines display links to counseling centers at the top of their search results.”
How else? “Since nearly 40 percent of South Koreans who kill themselves do so by drinking pesticides or jumping, the government is considering making pesticides less toxic and is installing more barriers on rooftops and bridges.”
Also, the “Seoul subway system began erecting glass walls on platforms after 95 people. . .threw themselves in front of subway trains in 2003.”
Aren’t these sort of after the fact solutions? Not that they’re not needed, but what about the WHY these poor people want to kill themselves? I know it’d be difficult to transform an entire society that doesn’t like to show and talk about its feelings, but it’s like the same idea of building more prisons in order to stop crime.
If someone wants to kill him or herself, they will find a way.
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Second, this. Although I’ve made fun of Ghost Hunters, I watched it last night – and it was scary! Mostly it was the guys in the dark, going, “What was that?” and “Did you hear that?” which was still creepy. (If you didn’t think Blair Witch was scary, then you won’t find Ghost Hunters frightening either.)
For the most part, they came away from the situations with nothing except the heebie jeebies, except for one house. Even just the way the woman described her sightings gave me the willies, like that once in her bedroom, she saw this black figure that was about waist high. It hovered for a moment before – whoosh! – disappearing quickly under the bed.
I thought there weren’t supposed to be monsters under the bed. What the hell?
That night, with the family out of the house, the guys set up surveillance. Two of the guys were in the master bedroom, trying to coax out the spirit, asking what its name was. While the guys were being filmed, nothing seemed to happen. But when they played back the audio, there was definitely a little kid’s voice on the tape.
After one of the guys spoke, the voice said, “Who’s Jason?” Jason was one the hunters, lying in the bed of the little girl the ghost usually manifested itself to. Then after the other guy asked its name, it just hummed a little tune.
YIKES!
This is assuming it was all real, but I think it was. It was so fucking scary, I was a little creeped out when I went to bed.
Nothing happened with any of the other investigations, which made that one piece of evidence seem ever scarier and more real.
I think I found a new show to be addicted to.
04
May 07
Goodbye, Girls
I know these are not Lorelai and Rory, but it was the saddest Gilmore Girls picture I could find.